Money - Material - Envy
Money makes the world go down. When you have money you have a certain independence that makes you feel good. Why is that? I believe it’s because you are not thinking about it, so it does not disrupt your thought pattern and divide your attention from whatever it may be. You have more focus and energy because that fear of debt is not hanging over your head. In my situation I believe that I set myself up for failure before I even knew it. When I became financial independent for about five months it felt great. I did not worry about money because I had more then enough. I got myself into trouble when I bought a SUV. Sure it was my dream car that the time and I really enjoyed it. Looking back on it now it was a big mistake. I envied people around me that had more than I did and wanted to be part of the club or be accepted by them. By showing them I could achieve success and fill my life with material possessions, the more I felt like I was on the right path. Those possessions...